Abnormal night

Hai. minggu depan ane US nih kawan-kawan. makanye sekarang ane lagi nyari materi-materi, buat stand up. YA NGGAK LAH. buat dipelajarin. karena US ini materinya dari kelas 7 sampe 9. agak gila ya kalo belajar ulang, ngapalin ulang, apalagi IPS tuh, BEHHHHH!

oya, tadi pagi sampe tadi siang ane foto bt di taman honda, tebet. panas banget. mana ane kelompok 7, tapi poto belakangan trus bareng ama kelompok 6. kan harusnya dipisah. tapi, seru lah tadi. moga aja hasilnya bagus.

nah, berhubung malem minggu, ane galau nih. bukan galau karena gak punya pacar atau apa ye, ane galau pelajaran. ya kan bentar lagi mau US trus UN deh, abis itu lulus-lulusan dan masuk SMA, pake rok abu-abu AWKWKWKWKWKWK!!!!! amiin amiin.

oya, selain itu ane galau blog ane ini, boo namanye. mau ngapus, tapi sayang. sayang banget sama die, abis die perhatian, selalu ada di saat susah maupun seneng, gak TKB, ya gitu deh. tapi gimana ye, dia tampilannye agak...... jelek gitu. ye walopun si boo ini berisi curhatan gak penting ane.. ane cuma mau mengekspresikan diri aje. kalo pake kata-kata baku takutnya itu bukan ane he he he..

ane cukup sering sih malang melintang di blog orang. kalo nyari tugas, terus ane mikir, "rajin bener sampe dibikin blog gini ckck." kalo nggak ketemu situs apa, kalo gak abis baca buku apa terus ada website, ane hapalin terus pas main komputer ane buka. siapa tau..... siapa tau kan ya hue e e e

ada juga misalnya ane hapalin blog orang terkenal, karena penasaran, ane buka tuh terus baca-baca deh. kadang ane stalking, kadang loh ye, KADANG.

nah, gara-gara itu ane jadi agak kurang respect sama si boo. ude nama ngasinye asal aje, isinye hina semue, wah... parah emang dah. merasa "ngapain gitu gue bikin blog?!!", nyolot sama diri sendiri.

TAU AH.

udah ah ye, tenang, ane masih suka poto-poto, masih sayang t-max, masih sering nangis, masih suka j-pop juga wuehehe.. dan masih akan cerita walopun gak sering-sering banget. ya kalo kangen ya mensen saja di @alf_han ya?!?!
nape, gak suka? blog blog gue!

yaudah, dagh!

Mihihi..

Hai. cuma mau ngepost ini aja, percakapan cukup hangat di omegle. enjoy :}

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

Stranger: hello

You: hii:}

Stranger: whats up?

You: asl?

Stranger: 16 m usa

You: nice to meet u

Stranger: same to you, how are you?

You: good. u?

Stranger: pretty good. it's christmas time, are you excited? :D

You: ummmm.... no

You: so sorry

You: what do u like

Stranger: i like to play basketball and write poetry

Stranger: and you?

You: so cool u are! :}

You: i like photograph and whatch movie~

Stranger: whoa, you do photography?

You: no i am not photography kkk~

Stranger: huh

You: i am an amateur photographer kk

Stranger: thats really cool. what do you usually take pictures of

You: sky~ :}

Stranger: O.o sweettt

Stranger: like sunsets?

You: yess, really like

You: u?

Stranger: wha?

You: are u like sunset too?

You: poetry as usual what you make

Stranger: yeah dude, love sunsets. and would you like to read some of what ive wrote

You: yes :}

You: i am a girl btw

Stranger: when i say dude, it's not pointed to a certain gender, i say it to everyone! haha dude, man, bro, brotha

You: okey :}

You: i want to read~~

Stranger: alright lemme find a good one

You: ok

Stranger: I just had a thought, a thought to end my life,
A thought to pierce myself with a knife,
Why exactly am I feeling this way?
Why do I feel like this every day?
What I live my life with isn’t fair,
And on top of that, no one really cares,
And I walk around and the world gives me stares,
I walk with tears in my eyes,
Let me tell you the story of my cries,
The reason for my disguise,
You’ve beat the love out of me,
And I hope you’re happy with what you see,
I hope you enjoy my best friend,
Just understand that I won’t pretend,
I’m done acting okay with all you do,
To be honest, I really wanna hurt you,
Look at me, I’m finally through,
I hope that eats at your insides,
I hope you have tears in your eyes,
I hope you understand my cries,
‘Alex, I really love you,’
Oh shut up, lying is all you do,
But I don’t wanna hear it,
Cause I’m beginning to fear it,
And this pain, no one can cure it,
I just gotta live through this hell,
And I gotta pretend that I’m doin well,
But after how hard I fell,
I just wish someone sat down to listen,
I wish I could stop all this pointless wishin,
I just want someone to look me in the eyes,
And put an end to the story of my cries.

Stranger: its rather long... i write a lot haha

You: give me time

You: cool!!! :} poetry.. break up?

Stranger: ehh after a while yes. a rather slow death of a realationship. ill give you more details if that doesnt make sense

You: but ur so cool

You: alex, is it ur name?

Stranger: oh, yeah ahah

Stranger: i was like uhhhh? then i saw it was in the poem :P

You: yes. maybe alex is ur name

You: do u want to see my photos?

Stranger: sure thing!

You: wait

Stranger: okiedokei

You: http://www.flickr.com/photos/me_alfira

You: I have uploaded some but lazy lately. and one that you should understand. I am an amateur photographer

You: that is

Stranger: yeah, i havent written in such a long time hahah

You: and one web again, but I forgot

You: what _ _" sorry I dont understand kk

Stranger: those are really good picture

You: haha i think bad

You: thanks btw

Stranger: be confident in your work

You: thanks~ do u often chat on here before?

Stranger: i do it sometimes, not a lot.

You: from which country your chat friends

Stranger: i'm still in touch with girls from london, i met someone in canada i still talk to

You: whoa~ :}

You: sweety

Stranger: yeah dude, its really awesome

You: are u still in senior high school or college?

Stranger: high school

You: 2 grade?

Stranger: freshman (1st year

You: ohahahah. so we just differing by 1 year~

You: do u like to watch movie

Stranger: ehh sometimes

You: can we be friends

Stranger: totally

You: thx~

You: :}}

Stranger: whats your name?

You: as you know earlier, alfira

Stranger: ohh true. how do you pronounce that?

You: hahah, yes :} because i am honest person :}

Stranger: whaa? haha

You: whats ur full name btw?

Stranger: alex bringley

You: so that is true ur name is alex wahaha

Stranger: yes it tis

You: you've broken love, be patient.. there are many women in this big world :}

Stranger: oh it dont really matter. keep calm and carry on

Stranger: get by doin what you gotta do

You: yes

You: we have a long life

Stranger: sometimes too long

You: we're still young!

You: have u aboard

Stranger: do what?

You: abroad

Stranger: been across seas?

You: oh, forgot it

Stranger: ok

You: i see u

Stranger: well where am i then

You: sso... really nice to meet u!

You have disconnected.

Chat omegle

Hai. boseeeen. mari ber-omegle. belum 'waw' sih kayak kak nadia yang ketemu orang india terus, tapi ini cukup.. cukup baik, setidaknya :}

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

Stranger: hey there. c:

You: hello :}

Stranger: how're you?c:

You: bad.

Stranger: awh. :c

Stranger: what's wrong?

Stranger: if you don't mind my asking, that is.

You: noooo

Stranger: no you don't mind, or no you don't want to talk about it?

Stranger: either is fine with me, haha. I'm a good listener or good distraciton. c:

You: thanks :}

You: um.. where are you

Stranger: no worries. c:

Stranger: I'm in my house/

Stranger: ?* o:

You: o_o

Stranger: It'd be a little strange if I was anywhere else, haha.

Stranger: It's like two thirty in the morning.

You: okey..

You: I am looking for friends :}

Stranger: Awh. (:

Stranger: I'll be yo new frand.

Stranger: It ain't no thanggg.

You: so..

Stranger: do cats have eyelashes?o:

You: hah? i think.. yes :}

Stranger: Awh. c:

You: are you asking me???

Stranger: I was. c:

You: your homework or..?

Stranger: Just my curiousity. c:

Stranger: Like a fun fact, you know?

Stranger: Because if you look at a cat, you can't see that shit.

Stranger: Or at least, I can't.

Stranger: It all looks like straight up fluffy fur. ): <

You: hahah... okey

Stranger: I'm Tiffles by the way. c:

You: your name? :}

Stranger: Yes. c;

You: hello, Tiffles :}

You: I'm Alfira

Stranger: Nice to meet you. c:

Your conversational partner has disconnected.

kalo cari namanya di fb, gue dapet 4 profil. dari keempatnya terlihat jelas emang baik banget. awh :}
tapi jangan cuma lihat mukanya hehe. siapa tauuuu, siapa tau ya hehe.

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sering juga gue boong. abis bosen sih. tapi kalo boong, ya cuma kesenangan sesaat aja. gak bisa jadi temen terus-terusan, kayak gini nih..

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

You: 안녕 ^^

Stranger: hi

You: hellooooooooooooow ^^

Stranger: from S K?

Stranger: nice to meet you

You: nice to meet u too ^^

Stranger: how old are you ?

Stranger: are you from southkorea?

You: 20

You: yes

Stranger: ok,i am from china

Stranger: male or female?

You: whew... how old are u

Stranger: 25

You: im f

Stranger: a little bit older than you

Stranger: hehe

You: m or f?

Stranger: do you have any other online contact way ?

Stranger: so i am interesting in your language

Stranger: its sounds so nice

Stranger: m

Stranger: i am man

You: okey ^^

You: thanks~ kkk

You have disconnected.

*ini ya sumpah gue boong dia juga boong, kayaknya.. gue bisa nebak gitu hahah.

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lagi. ngeselin nih cewek. gue juga bedon.

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

You: hey

Stranger: hello

You: asl

Stranger: 19 f usa

Stranger: you?

You: 20 f korea

Your conversational partner has disconnected.

tai........kucing di pasir................putih (._.)

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kalo tadi cewek, sekarang gue coba boong jadi cowok. eh malah di-disconnect. dia cowok kali yak wkwkwk.

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

Stranger: hey m or f

You: m

Your conversational partner has disconnected.

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ada lagi nih. gue isengin aje heheh. sotoy seeh!!

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

Stranger: wow .... you are so beautiful.

Stranger: hi

Stranger: hi

You: lie

Stranger: asl plz

You: i am a man

Your conversational partner has disconnected.

Capek batin sumpah

Capek capek capek! bener-bener capek batin. oke, mungkin gak ada yang tau kalo temen fb gue dulu 600-an. sekarang cuma 165. itu disebabkan karena gue gak mau ck... sekedar temenan lewat fb. gue mau pertemanan yang sesungguhnya!

gue punya temen. banyak malah. jadi temen-temen ya. nah kita udah temenan di fb, saling follow di twitter, tapi ya emang gak pernah ada komunikasi. walaupun itu di dunia maya, apalagi dunia nyata. kenapa sih?! aaargh!!!

ya.. kalo gue nanya sendiri, trus nyari jawabannya sendiri, gue tau kok kenapa.

mungkin pertama, kita beda jenis kelamin (gue lagi ngomong tentang gue dan temen cowok gue. bukan, bukan temennya cowok gue, tapi temen gue yang cowok). dan apalagi sekarang kita udah SMP. uuugh, ntar diceng-cengin. belom lagi, kita ikutan ekskul yang sama. aaargh sumpah deh sebenernya gue capek banget kalo kayak gini. di mana komunikasinya?!?!

yang kedua, mungkin kita sama  jenis kelamin, satu keyakinan, tapi beda gaya hidup.
gue ya gini. yang alay, norak, kampungan, sederhana, dan tentunya beda banget sama mereka.
gue mungkin gak secantik mereka, gak sekaya mereka, gak se'beruntung' mereka. tapi gue harus beruntung punya orang-orang yang baik banget sama gue. orang-orang yang perhatian sama gue. ah~ so sweet~

ya terus apa hubungannya sama gak ada komunikasi, han???

menurut gue ada. karena kita beda, gue jadi minder.
oh, ini jadi salah gue, gitu? gue jadi bingung kan.