me

well,

my name is fira, i'm twenty something years young. i'm full time wife of wonderful husband. i don't have children yet.. but i'm so grateful for my life right now :) Alhamdulillah

and this is my story. this is me.

i never really knew what i wanted out of life. all i know is i was a girl who likes to try many things.

i like to draw, really. i have made a comic sketch when i was 5th grade. it read by my friends and my teacher, they laughed. that was something i never forget.

i once wanted to try "idola cilik", you know? google please hahaha

i have participated in storytelling competitions in english and bahasa indonesia. i have represented my elementary school, even joined the competition without prompts. i was really confident in my past haha

i love language, culture, art. but i don't like music, sport, and dance😐 that because i'm so stiff. i'm so shy too.

so i wrote everything down in my diary. i also write on my blog. here. a place that you can read me and my mind.

i love photography, since i was in junior high school until now. then i fell in love with videography.

now i like to learn psychology autodidact. maybe my sister was true, i have to seek "medical treatment." but it's never too late to learn and try.

now i have become a wife. i don't have to try everything other wives do, like cooking, sewing, housekeeping, even watching drama korea. i can still love the all things that i love. or i can try something new again. 🤔

i love plants, i love cats. but i don't seem to be a good caretaker.

i took the wrong major in college. but i'm grateful.

all humans have made mistakes, have done wrong. but they learnt. they have to learn.

maybe i'm not good in cooking. i'm not good at photography. i'm not good a caretaker for my plants. i'm not good at all. i'm a slow learner. but i keep learning, still trying.. ;) and don't forget to keep praying to Allah.

 -xoxo-

may 4th 2021